I’m bored
How to express how I feel right now
Would be a difficult task
For I seem to feel nothing,
Nothing except for the emptiness that resides
Deep in my heart, cold as snow, hard as stone
Question is, do I wish to feel again
Is it worth the wait, to ride the ride?
Not quite sure, for I feel content
Feeling as full as a starving child
The sun will shine, even if it pours on me
The birds will sing, even if my mind remains mute
I do not need to speak to be heard
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There is this thought that sits in the back of my mind
It does not keep quite and continues to haunt my every move
I remember how we were close, and how I opened up my heart
You were the first to help me through my pain, and maybe,
I to helped you, but now it seems to be over, and now you’re gone
A friendship I truly miss, one that died before it could blossom
And now it seems to be my fault why you left me, out in the cold
I accept the fact, that it was probably me, and now I wish that
You could finally forgive me, you say you have but I know it’s not true
Because if it was, things could be the way they were before the horrid thing
I did, which I still wish to know, how I hurt you so, because it hurts me
Knowing I somehow hurt you, but if that forgiveness you will not give me,
Sorry I am, all the same, and I guess this is a mistake I will have to take
- dedicated to you, true friend, no longer
